Maybe it’s time for me to say we’re done.
Maybe this is the last straw.
I’m tired of putting in the effort
And you’re just standing there.
And when I’m there for you, it’s like you expected it.
There’s no thank you.
There’s nothing anymore.
You got too comfortable
Putting me on the back side
Always thinking I was going to stay and wait for you.
I saw today a different side.
Where he wanted me there.
Where he sought me out.
Where he was too distracted tracing lines with his eyes around me to focus on matters at hand.
Where he didn’t expect me to
And the smile on his face was thank you enough.
And that’s a love you’ve forgotten how to give.
He’s reminding me it exist.
And maybe I’m just tired of being the second choice.
The back up plan.
The one you call only when it’s convenient to you.
Maybe I’m tired of being put aside
When he’s asking me to be by his side.
When he wants to give me a love stronger than that.